Silence...

           Today as I walked by the corridor I stopped beside Sakshi mam's room, in a fury, how can she b so careless hanging out ,eith her room unlocked.I stepped inside "emptiness" in d room told me "she has gone baby".

          As I was coming to my room,I halted by Poonam mam's room.I wanted to knock......but somebody gave me the look 'why you are knocking therez no1 in'..............Oh yes!sorry i forgot.....

          As I came out of my room I expected a sincere smile smile form Swati mam as i always get but dis tym i got none.

         Last night i was feeling hungry thought "chalo Rohini mam se kettle le k ate ha"..............blimey!but she is not in her room she is at her place far away from me.

        I am feeling insecure wanna share my insecurities,I tried calling Shivani mam's name but the words chocked in my throat coz I knewed she'l not come.


       My guiter untuned who'l tune it now, Anujha mam already left.......................................


      And there is an endless list of things in which I miss each 1 of u seniors......ROHINI MAM,DIVYA MAM,MONIKA MAM,SHAKSHI MAM,SHEHA MAM,SWATI MAM,POONAM MAM,ANUJA MAM.......

    Everywhere i rummage in the hostel..................I expects to see u,I expet to listen ur voice,I expect your cool caress,I expect your advice...............................but everytime my anticipation fails...

  Each and every thing we do in d hostel someone or the other is expecting ur presence dear seniors....



         Feeling heavy at haert as if it s a chest congestion...........itz going out guns............finding it hard over here seniors just got used to u all...........missing you more than expected.

      there so many peoples in the hostelwho r with me,theres so much of noise also.....but,in that commotion "dead silence" secretly came,mocked at me n said,'your loved once have said Goodbye' & I was left all alone in the crowd thinkin who'll fill your space now........inspite of knowing the answer no one will ever can...



A message is circulated ,the best and the worst thing in life is ATTACHEMENT,attachments are bare essential.I guess its not attachement that hurts its being ACCUSTUMED to the one you love hurts....................................Thats why its rightly said,"ADDICTION OF ANYTHING IS BAD"......

 miss ya...........